Hey everyone. For some reason I got a fucking head ache but I'm pretty sure that's because I probly had to many pepsi's in the last couple of hours or so. I don't really know why I'm bothering to put this up on here. Maybe if I succeed it'll bring some sought of comfort. Highly unlikely mind you. Anyway, I planned to kill myself pretty much starting about now. Usually involving the wrists etc etc. Don't have the guts to or feel like doing it tonight....but I have to do it tomorrow . Plus I don't have any decent 'things' to use at the moment. How long does it take to bleed to death? Mmmm that's probly an inappropriate question. I guess I'll do it maybe sometime tomorrow. Or maybe I should start now. Run a warm bath and all. Think it's getting a bit late to do it right now though. Although there are a few different outcomes if I do it tomorrow.... 1. I end up succeeding and well I'm dead lol. 2. I don't succeed and the pathetic cuts that would have been made are found. And 3. I end up cutting my wrist open and I tell mum to call an ambulance. I think she'll be fucking hysterical at what'd be happening at that moment. The brothers and sisters would probly be like "Jesus fucking christ, what the hell's happening". I don't really know .