Obsessing over your looks seems banal, and yet I do it anyway. I've been told I'm attractive and have had women express unsolicited interest in me. I simply don't believe it. It seems like I won't be satisfied until I get drastic plastic surgery. I actually feel very suicidal b/c of my looks. Whether we think it or not, looks are (usually) a fundemental part of being accepted and wanted in American society. I just feel so down about this, anyone else feel this way?