loose ends

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by ava321, Jan 21, 2014.

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  1. ava321

    ava321 Active Member

    i feel really comfortable with suicide.

    i have come to terms with it. i don't feel scared.

    i've cut myself off from everybody i used to know. i'm settling things financially. i gave myself a final task.. i've always hated journaling. however, i'm making myself write down this final chapter of my own life. i want it in my handwriting. i think it will explain everything i've suffered and answer all of the "why" questions. i feel like i'm officially on a timer. when the writings end, i end with it. is it weird that i want it written down? i just want somebody to find it and understand what i've been through.
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Instead hun talk to someone NOW reach out now and get someone that will understand and the will guide y ou out of the pain and the darkness ok It is good to journal but take it to a professional who will understand and who will not judge you but help you hugs
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