Loosing Her everyday...

[Kyuu Kyuu]

At first I want to say hi to everyone and tell with I'm not good in English, so if I'll make some mistakes, please don't laugh...

So... For a few days we will "reach" six months, the best six months of my life, but... I'm feeling that I'm loosing Her a bit in every day... It's not like on start - we always were happy, we don't cried because ourselves... But that what's happening now... I'm sad because of Her almost every day... When I'm feeling like this, She's getting angry, because "You're always sad, what's with you?"... When I'm saying with It's because of Her, she's getting more angry or sad and after that She don't answer my, my messages, my calls... It's terrible feeling and I don't know what to do... I don't want be leaved second time... Yeah, I know I took a risk when I say'd first time "I Love You"... But... Don't know now what She will do... If You can and want... Please, tell me what should I do...

 

[Patch]

Whats happening between the two of you to make you sad? Maybe its because of her, but is it really her fault?

 

[Kyuu Kyuu]

Our contacts are getting worse every day... She often don't mind what's happening to me... When we talk on comunicator, she never starts chat, answer me like she don't want to talk, to know me... If I'm sad... Yes, she's worring sometimes, but... That moments when she's "neutral" to me, are killing me... Maybe it's my fault... I don't know...

 

[Patch]

it might not be anyone's fault....when you guys are together is she like this?

 

[Kyuu Kyuu]

Very rare, but sometimes I'm regreting, with we met, 'cause she was so sad or angry...

 

[Patch]

I'm really sorry, but I don't understand your last post :sad:

 

[touglytobeloved]

Is she you girlfriend of just a friend?

 

[Kyuu Kyuu]

Girlfriend, from six months, as i said.