Hi- I have been doing well for a really long time but every once in a while I get really depressed. I am not sure what is wrong I just don't know what to do anymore. I just want to be happy without going into these depressions. I want to cut so badly right now. I am loosing hope fast I feel like I will never recover I feel like I am always going to be a broken, worthless piece of shit. :'( That and I really don't have anyone to talk to about this stuff. I don't know maybe I don't deserve to be happy. I do everything I possibly can to help other people and it seems like when I need someone I don't have anyone to turn too. Thank you for taking the time to read this.