I have had so many changes just as life looked a little better every thing just went bad my flashbacks as they want to name it has gotten so strong and so real the nitemares are worse then ever my family is falling apart I feel like a soda can that has been shook up bad and ready to blow then my dog got bad I know he's old but I love him so I have to put him down but want to spend the weekend with him and after everything that has happened I really want to go with him I think I'm ready the hurt is so much to bear by myself