I normally keep my details pretty private, which is why I'm posting here. On Monday I turned 27. I had to move back home four years ago, so therefore no longer have a house. I have no job (I'm far too ill to work, although I do do worthwhile volunteering). I have no friends. I am single. I just feel like such a complete and utter loser. I can see that I have faced battles a lot of other people have not, and I have won them, but overall I'm losing the war because I have no more options to try. I always believed I could get to a better place, but my belief and hope in that is waning. I hate the thought of yet another shit year coming my way because no matter how hard I try, nothing gets better. My GOD, this sounds so woe is me, and I'm not like that at all, I just feel like a complete and utter loser. I wish I could be 'normal' (or rather not ill).