losing my patience, my friends, my coping skills suck! one by one seems im pissing everyone off! i've never felt more lonely..even being here ...in chat ...everywhere i go ...lonely ...sad thing about it...i don't even care anymore...i guess the best thing to do is for everyone to steer clear of me if you see me in chat! im not myself right now and i really suck at being a friend it seems.!!!! God help those who talk to me! I'd be better off dead than living like this that is for sure it's this way in my real day to day life too not just here...man what a screw up at life i am! i suck like a hoover!