Not sure how to put this, but I feel like part of my humanity has died. Always loved kids..now they irritate the hell out of me. Have no idea why. Feel nothing most of the time. Compassion which was a huge part of my nature, seems to be dwindling at an alarming rate. My beloved birds, have actually considered sending them to the parrot sanctuary so I don't have to worry or look after them. Have moments where I actually don't feel anything at all. Not love, hate, compassion..bloody hell not even interest. Start a book, don't finish it, start watching a film wander off half way thru. Yet still I can cry, for no apparent reason I can cry and yet have no idea why. Anyone else ever feel like this. I think I'm vanishing, well the me that I liked anyways. This cold angry person can go to hell, I want me self back.