Can't seem to find my peace Come home from work ever so sad and streaming tears, Want so desperately to have a few beers. But I know I can't because of the medication. Inside I feel like I am dying. Crumbling away. Falling away. Losing me. Where did I put down my peace? My mind races. It's full of paranoid thoughts. They are talking about me, I know they are. Tomorrow will they fire me? I have disappointed them. They will find out about me. I have never been able to be average. I must always be perfect. I used to have peace. Where did I put my peace.