Losing grip

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by KnightFalls, Sep 16, 2013.

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  1. KnightFalls

    KnightFalls Well-Known Member

    Can't seem to find my peace
    Come home from work ever so sad and streaming tears,
    Want so desperately to have a few beers.
    But I know I can't because of the medication.
    Inside I feel like I am dying.
    Crumbling away. Falling away. Losing me.
    Where did I put down my peace?
    My mind races. It's full of paranoid thoughts.
    They are talking about me, I know they are.
    Tomorrow will they fire me? I have disappointed them. They will find out about me.
    I have never been able to be average. I must always be perfect.
    I used to have peace.
    Where did I put my peace.
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Hugs to you Hope that your mind settles some
  3. KnightFalls

    KnightFalls Well-Known Member

    That therapist is such an asshat! So glad I fired his fake self! Man he pissed me off!
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