I'm seriously losing it :sad: Right now I don't care what else happens, I just wanna here her voice, know that she doesn't hate me like I hate myself. Just wanna know she's ok. I miss her so much... Argh, I know I'm a whining pathetic little shit and everyone's getting really sick of this crap. Hell, so am I. I'm seriously slipping into psychoville. Like there's something under intense strain in my head and it's about to snap. And when it does I wont be in control anymore. And I'm terrified of that... I just miss her so much. Please, if she'd only call me or something, I'd feel better for a bit. I know I could call her, but I'm afraid to. I'm scared she'll hate me for calling her. If she wants to talk to me she will. But I guess she doesn't... I know I'm not thinking straight and everything I've just written is completely flawed. If I love her I should stay away from her...