losing it....

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by cookiemonster, Apr 2, 2010.

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  1. cookiemonster

    cookiemonster Banned Member

    i'm panicking all the time. i just can't calm down unless i'm on the bridge. i keep going back there but every time i do, i stand on the edge just ready to jump. so far someone has come along every time and stopped me. i'm losing the will to survive. i don't think i care if anyone sees me do it anymore. i'll be dead before they can do anything anyway.

    just needed to say something.
     
  2. Sapphire

    Sapphire Well-Known Member

  3. cookiemonster

    cookiemonster Banned Member

    i've not got a bridge as big as the golden gate bridge but what i have planned doesn't need a bridge that big :(
     
  4. cookiemonster

    cookiemonster Banned Member

    I GIVE UP! i'm gonna go tonight. hopefully people will be too drunk to stop me
     
  5. Rukia

    Rukia Well-Known Member

    Please don't go. :hug: Can I do anything to help you?
     
  6. cookiemonster

    cookiemonster Banned Member

    i give up! thanks but i've proven tonight i'm invisible and it doesn't matter anymore
     
  7. Wastingecho

    Wastingecho Well-Known Member

    what do you mean, emily?

    how are you invisible?
     
  8. cookiemonster

    cookiemonster Banned Member

    i've been ignored and alone too much tonight. i've had enough
     
  9. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    do you mean ignored and alone in RL or on the forum??..hugs
     
  10. cookiemonster

    cookiemonster Banned Member

    both :hug:
     
  11. pinkpetals33

    pinkpetals33 Well-Known Member

    Emily (!)

    I just saw this post and I didn't realize you were feeling on the "edge" of going??? I was there too....I've gone many times to the bridge's edge and they detained me....

    At least for me, I've never known all you are feeling and going thru. What's been happening and what's transpired. Please.....if anything at all, share with us what is going on..........
     
  12. cookiemonster

    cookiemonster Banned Member

    its ok. i'm just fed up of being alone. i'm always alone, ignored or invisible. i guess i've had enough and though i have had a reasonably good morning i fear i will always come down hard so don't enjoy it. what's the point of living like that?
     
  13. pinkpetals33

    pinkpetals33 Well-Known Member


    Do you feel lonely yet you like to isolate yourself?

    Ignored by whom?

    You said you are 17, what is your typical day like?
     
  14. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    hey emily..how you doing?...hugs
     
  15. cookiemonster

    cookiemonster Banned Member

    i'm just not complaining anymore. thanks for the concern but i've given up.
     
  16. Rukia

    Rukia Well-Known Member

    Is there anything I can do for you? :hug:
     
  17. cookiemonster

    cookiemonster Banned Member

    i dunno. probably not. i've given up. its just a matter of time now
     
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