I have been depressed or five years now. I have suffered through loss of loved ones, heartbreak, rejection, I've been cheated on, led on, used and ignored. I have dealt with an immense amount of stress, disappointment and sadness. I have not been able to see the "light at the end of the tunnel" and plan on committing suicide. I don't know why I'm posting this, but I figured I should just give it a try.