losing mind again

Discussion in 'I Have a Question...' started by ACRon, Jul 2, 2008.

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  1. ACRon

    ACRon Well-Known Member

    at that point now where i was settled for a few days without any craziness, but today I was angered by someone giving it the big 'i am'. Now I'm experiencing hell again, where my brain and bieng are seperated, nothing feels like me, its like bieng shot out to space as the mind tackles pulling itself together. im thinking of reasons why its become unstable, there must of been some action or behavior i did that didn't ring true so i subconsciously went to the lookout point to rethink it and put it together again. see this is what happens when you fuck with nature, all that is real to me vanishes, my brain panics, i try to recover from that panic to my former condition, and when i do my universe is reduced to a tiny spec on the radar. each night before i go to sleep. i pray that speck is gone the next day.
     
  2. janie

    janie Well-Known Member

    hope the speck's gone for u..

    wait.
    or do i? are u saying u want the universe to dissapear from ur life?? what does that mean? are u trying to dissappear from the world???

    I'm obviously too noob to know what's going on in your mind :( hope things are gettin better~
     
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