So my best friend and I have worked together for the last five years and next week he'll be starting a new job, I'm extremely happy for him and proud. He worked so hard to get this job, he had so many doors slam in his face and I know how much he struggled to keep a positive attitude about it, and he just never gave up even when he really wanted to, he just kept at it.
I'm putting on a brave face, but in truth I'm sad and a bit scared, I always tend to get close to people, then after they move on t something else they forget about me, it's happened so many times that I can't even count anymore. Then there also just the work aspect of it all, he is the one I go to when things just seem to start to spiral or I become manic while I'm working, having that person I can go to and vent, cry, scream and yell until it passes. I'm not going to have that anymore and I'm also scared about that, but no matter what I'm feeling I'm going to keep supporting and sending him positive energy, because he really deserve this win and I couldn't be more proud of him.
I'm putting on a brave face, but in truth I'm sad and a bit scared, I always tend to get close to people, then after they move on t something else they forget about me, it's happened so many times that I can't even count anymore. Then there also just the work aspect of it all, he is the one I go to when things just seem to start to spiral or I become manic while I'm working, having that person I can go to and vent, cry, scream and yell until it passes. I'm not going to have that anymore and I'm also scared about that, but no matter what I'm feeling I'm going to keep supporting and sending him positive energy, because he really deserve this win and I couldn't be more proud of him.