okay...kind of a long story and i think i can post this? hopefully...anyways i have this weird ritual where i cut in the bathtub. well the past 2 nights iv`e done it i have lost way more blood. like the water was nearly blood red and the tub was filled up all the way. it kinda freaked me out and i went to stand up and i felt like i was going to fall down. i held onto a wall and wrapped a towl around myself and sat on the floor. after about 5 minutes i went to stand back up again and everything was spinning. i just brushed it off as nothing and cleaned up the bathroom. while walking to my room i fell over. my dad asked me if i was okay i said yeah i`m just tired. is this from losing too much blood? or am i just over reacting? because i ate right before i took the bath so that couldn`t have been it. i dont know. it freaked me out. i`ve been holy pale latley too. maybe it`s anemia? blahh. k. i`m done. endspointlessrant:].