Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Aimee_in_Wonderland, Oct 6, 2010.

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  1. Aimee_in_Wonderland

    Aimee_in_Wonderland Well-Known Member

    this always feels like im losing my mind.
    im not sure who i am anymore.
    why couldnt thinks have just worked the other night..
    and lastnight..
    i really dont want to be here..
    why did i let that person talk me out of something that surely would have killed me.
    guilt i think.. at how much trouble it would have made your people..
    i lied. i said id be okay but i just got worse when i got back..

    id give anything to just not be here right now.
  2. I know how you feel hun, I feel the same way(all the time)
  3. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    I understand the sadness i do and i am glad there was someone to keep you safe from it all. Try to just remember one thing that brought you happiness okay and remember there will be times where that feeling comes again the darkness will not be as dark okay each day who knows what it will bring. hang on here okay you no matter what you think are special and you do matter okay please keeps saying that because it is true
  4. stig

    stig Well-Known Member

    losing at the moment Aimee. give it time. Soon you will be winning. you can get through this. use this forum and the people on here for support and advice.
  5. Aimee_in_Wonderland

    Aimee_in_Wonderland Well-Known Member

    the suicide is out weighing the living dramatically
    i cant do this anymore.
    i dont want to be here.
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