I am having a really hard time dealing with the suicide of a friend. She was happy whenever I saw her. It has confused me to the point where I have been having suicidial thoughts of my own. I was not particularly close to her. I am not going to kill myslef or anything. I just wondered if anyone else had feelings like this. Honestly, Danielle <Mod Edit> was not someone that I ever would have thought would do something like this.