Hi, I'm new here. I have always had a moody personality, and have dodged suicide by a hair on a couple occasions. I thought I had finally beaten my demons for good, but they are back. My wife and I moved to the east coast from California 8 months ago. It has been a real struggle for me to find work since I am not able to do the same line of work that I had been in before, due to both geographic and health reasons. Basically I have to reinvent myself and learn to do something else. Two weeks ago I finally got a job as a sales rep for a home remodeling company. I was thrilled........well at least until today. Today I had to take my state licensing test. Passing was 25 out of 35 questions answered correctly. I got 24 right. The test was bullshit, and had questions on there that were not in the study materials, but that's another story........ I feel terrible now. I don't even know if I'll have a job to go to tomorrow, since as a new employee I'm on probation. I'm ashamed and humiliated. I let my wife down, and my family. I wish I could just go to sleep and not wake up.