I dunno what happened...
i was optimistic for the last little while, but slowly little moments with others and myself got the best of me and i let their negativity get me.. and here i find myself again in the same mind state...
Lost my motivation... and now it seems like im really not going anywhere... god i hate self pity, and here i am doing it... pathetic...
soooo how do u guys stay motivated for longer periods? other than being motivated for a month or 2 and falling off the wagon?
i was optimistic for the last little while, but slowly little moments with others and myself got the best of me and i let their negativity get me.. and here i find myself again in the same mind state...
Lost my motivation... and now it seems like im really not going anywhere... god i hate self pity, and here i am doing it... pathetic...
soooo how do u guys stay motivated for longer periods? other than being motivated for a month or 2 and falling off the wagon?