I lost my Dad (died) 1 year ago and now i have lost my girlfreind she left me a week ago and i dont no if i can take it anymore i think about her all day every day. She says it is not me but her what the F*CK dose that mean i have tryed to get her back with no luck. The only reason i have not done it yet is i know it will hurt her to much but mabey it is time to think about me for a change. 2 year means nothing she was my soul mate i will love her forever. Is it always going to be this painful. I think i need help.