I have reached a point where I can't find any reason to live any more. The very few reasons I have had in the past, just don't seem to be a good enough for me to keep going. When I look at my life all I see is a constant struggle that I am not strong enough to fight and endless pain that I can't stand any more. Every minute of every day I feel like I am fighting a battle and I don’t want to fight it any more. I am alone, I hate myself, and I wish I was never born. There is nothing in my life that is worth it for me to keep going, I want to stop, I have to stop, and I can't take this pain anymore. I am far too damaged to stay alive.