I guess I'm in the wrong place. I tried calling the suicide prevention hotline, but I was too incoherent to talk. It's easier to type so I thought I'd try online, but that seems to be a dead end, too. Dead end. Hey, maybe it's a sign. I'm in pain, and I didn't know what else to do. I don't have anybody to talk to, but then I don't know what to say anyway. There's no point to any of this. Nobody can help, anyway.