Im new to this forum stuff so dont really know how to start but basically i just need to be heard. i feel i can scream at the top of my voice and still no one hears me. i overdosed today and its literally did kill me inside when i awoke from my blackout to find i was still here. i should have a lot to be happy about but for the last 6-7 months, all i have thought about is how i can get out easily and try my best not to hurt the ones i love. i have been on meds for depression for about 12 years and they have never really worked, although when i dont take them i feel even worse and that would most likely result in another suicide attempt. if anyone out there can relate, please get in touch, it would be nice to hear some opinions on this messed up nightmare i call my life.