Nothing is right in my world. I seem to hate everything, my situation, the people around me, myself. Nothing is going right. I had this wonderful plan to get back “on track” but it fell through. Now I am just filled with so much anger and hate and there is nothing I can do about it. I am at a point now where there is only minimal changes I can make to my life for the foreseeable future that will lead me towards eventual happiness, but it doesn’t seem enough. I have no money, no friends, no self esteem and that won’t change for at least another six months. I am tired of living off people but there is nothing I can do about it at the moment and honestly I really just despise myself so much at the moment.