Never been on a forum before! im a 35 yo guy in the uk . in the last 6 months i lost my son , then my job my partner of 5 yrs and now my home , im back living in my mums box room . Ive struggled with my mental health and drugs in the past and have recently lost the ability to even try i dont know where to turn or what to do, Im literally hurting so bad and so much i dont want to be here anymore but also scared for my mum and kids . I just feel lost im scared to die but dont want to live if that makes sense to anyone . Any advice or people feeling the same please .
