i dont know what to do.. im totally lost.. i feel like im hangning off the edge of the cliff.. and nobody's there to help me up and slowly.. im slipping. i know... that once i fall again.. im not going to be able to get back up. i keep getting pushed aside in my life . My siblings are more important. nobody really cares about me. all i wanna do is cut but on the other hand i know i cant. second after second.. i keep thinking.. should i end it all? should i just..let go? i dont know how to live mylife. and i have noone to talk to. i dont know what to do. im letting go of everything i once cared for.. forgetting how much my family and friends mean to me. but its not my fault. im slowly closing up..pushing everyone away cuz im scared. im just a scared kid nobody cares about. and i dont know what to do please.. somebody help me?