This depression has been taking everything from me. Destroying everything. My husband was gone for 3 days, comes home and we end up arguing. I'm so frustrated over this depression. I can't do anything right. I can't go anywhere. I'm a prisoner in my own home because of all this. My husband has been wanting me to get out with the kids but I can't because I'm scared I'll mess up everything. I can't do this anymore. I'm so exhausted in this fight. I'm trying my best to get through each moment. I don't even know what else to do. Is anything really going to get better? Or is that a false hope? Meds aren't working. I have therapy tomorrow which I'm finding pointless right now. I just want to cancel everything... i feel so alone..... stupid depression has taken my life.... sorry... I'll be okay tonight... just really upset..