I'm new and have been suffering from depression for the past 10+ yrs. I am under the care of a psychiatrist and therapist - both of which don't seem to be helping. I'm so depressed I've had to take time off work and now spend all day on how I should kill myself since I'm sick of living this way. I don't know how to ask for help and recently my therapist suggested that I see someone else. I can't go through explaining it all again - I just hate life and there is nothing I enjoy any more.