I was going ok, living in my world where i ignore the truth and what needs to b done, but i cant do that forever. I cant just b friends wit him, not even friends wit benefits. We r either together or im nothing, 2 choices and only one that is possible....so looks like im nothing, just a shell of a girl. a girl that was once the top of her class. a girl that was voted most popular, nicest and most dateable girl in her whole school. now this girl is burried, burried by the lies and betrayel and most of all by lost love. All thats left is my shell, so whats the point? i could always try to fall in love again, or try to get over him, but thats not part of the future i had planned out, and to b honest, im just sick getting up everyday and facing the world everyday. the only way to beat a fear is to face it right? what if i dont want to beat it n e more? what if ive lost all will to try...is there is point at all?