Hi.......I don't know why I'm here....I've already decided what Im going to do. Maybe i guess I just wanna find someone to talk to before I do it. I 've lost everything I love an care about an I don't feel anything anymore. I'm gripping the white sink of sanity with a shaky grip on reality. An the person staring back at me is not who I thought he was. I'm broken an shattered an I can't piece it back together. I just want someone to talk to before I go.