Hi, folks. As maybe some of you know, I've got a huge financial hole and have to move ASAP. I WAS moving till yesterday, when another "error" in the retirement system blocked my account. I had a crisis. And, although it was partially arranged today - not without a pile of problems - I was left exhausted and indifferent to everything (I didn't even feel happy or alleviated). I said to myself I should make a nap but couldn't even rest. I remind myself all I have to do and almost yell at myself: "At least do something!". But can't even take the trash outside. I have no energy to do whatever I like. Even walking my beloved dogs was a burden today. I feel sad for them... that's the only feeling I register: sadness.