lost my grandma

Discussion in 'Grief and Bereavement' started by miss sixty, Mar 29, 2008.

  1. miss sixty

    miss sixty Active Member

    I lost my grandma last year to alzheimers she was 87 i hadn't seen her in 7 years too chicken to visit her after she got ill, used to stay with her every weekend after grandad died, mourned her while she was still alive i know weird..do you think her death triggered my suicidal images:hiding:
  2. no point

    no point Well-Known Member

    I'm sorry about your grandmother. I think her death might have triggered your suicidal images. I know when my grandfather died, even years after, I was suicidal. I just thought that I would be with him when I died and wanted to die to be with him.
  3. x.R.x

    x.R.x Well-Known Member

    It could have triggered you tbh. I'm sorry for your loss though :hug: I only saw my grandad once after he became ill, I was also too scared to see him, mainly because he looked a completely different person and you couldn't talk to him or anything. I doubt he even knew I was there...I know the feelin though hun
  4. miss sixty

    miss sixty Active Member

    thanks you so sweet, feelin better:smile:
  5. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    im sorry for your loss :hug:
  6. nagisa

    nagisa Staff Alumni

    I'm sorry for your loss, sweetie. :( :hug:
  7. famous.last.words

    famous.last.words Forum Buddy

    Im really sorry you had to go through that.
    But dont torment yourself about not going to see her. My nan died of a version of Alziemers and i wish i had of remembered her as she was, rather than as a disease.
  8. miss sixty

    miss sixty Active Member

    thanks hun, I am okay with it now I guess and this is gonna sound heartless I was glad when she died as she was suffering for 7 years, I did my mourning for her mostly before she died. Though shed a tear at her funeral.:mellow: