I saw it coming for months, and prayed it wouldnt happen, but it finally did! I lost my job today! I am so incredibly depressed, and quite frankly just don't know what to do! I have a mortgage and a truck payment, plus many more! There is no way for me to find a job that would pay enough to makeup for the job I just lost. I have no idea how I am going to pay my bills on the 1st of the month! I just want to cry, but have basically lost all my feelings altogether. I feel numb to the point of exhaustion! I feel like suicide, but just don't even feel like it anymore. I just want to crawl up in a ball and die!