The company I was working for has been really slow lately and so they had to do lay offs. I was laid off and today was my last day. I had a job interview and I am hoping to get a job there. It just sucks. I didn't want to leave today. I have been there for a year and a half and I am going to miss it so much. I feel like I am at rock bottom now. I have no friends, I am the ugliest person in the world and now I have no job. I hate myself, I hate my life, I don't want to do it anymore. I just want it to all end now.