Back when life was "good" I used to be passionate about a lot of things. I had hobbies and talents that nowadays I seem to have no interest in. Things that I would have never thought in all my days that I would loose interest in. I am certain that it is my depression that is the cause of this. For example. I started playing drums at the tender age of 12. Since then I have marched in 3 different drum and bugle corps. Performed in the high school jazz band, pep band, marching band. Performed in my universities wind ensemble, pep bad, marching band. Have been a member of 2 rock bands and even released a 45lp back in 1987. KISS. They are not just a rock band but a way of life. A living community kind of like dead heads. I was a Moderator at a KISS forum, and lost that position due to this depression. I have my own Peter Criss fan site. It has gone downhill due to this depression. Golf-I loved to golf. Not anymore. All I want to do now, is spend time wity my kids when I can, drink, play video games and sleep. Oh and smoke like a fiend and eat. That's it. Just venting I guess....but am curious, have any of you guys lost your passion in the things you used to enjoy?