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Lost My Soul

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by fromthatshow, Apr 8, 2008.

  1. fromthatshow

    fromthatshow Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    So for the past two weeks I've been having non-stop panic. Not like come and go panic attacks like non-stop. I finally went to the hospital because I felt like I was gonna kill myself. My panic was from repressed anger coming up. I still have not expressed it because I don't know how. I tried yelling and punching a pillow and I just can't do it and mean it, and really be angry.

    I can't feel anymore.
    And last night when I almost fell into deep sleep for the first time in two weeks I felt like my soul was being dragged away, so I quickly got up.