So for the past two weeks I've been having non-stop panic. Not like come and go panic attacks like non-stop. I finally went to the hospital because I felt like I was gonna kill myself. My panic was from repressed anger coming up. I still have not expressed it because I don't know how. I tried yelling and punching a pillow and I just can't do it and mean it, and really be angry. I can't feel anymore. And last night when I almost fell into deep sleep for the first time in two weeks I felt like my soul was being dragged away, so I quickly got up.