Lost..there's only one way out.

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by lost_child, Aug 13, 2007.

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  1. lost_child

    lost_child Well-Known Member

    I'm drowing in the sea
    don't try to rescue me
    the waters I can no longer tread
    I'm tierd, I'm dead
    my heart feels crushed
    broken, twisted
    the feelings in my tummy
    I find them hard to conceive.
    the feelins of sickness,
    the feelins of pain
    I really don't understand
    the pains in my chest,
    struggling to breath,
    someone holding on
    not willing to let go
    I really don't understand
    the thoughts in my head
    to ashamed to express
    but really I don't understand
    the voice of mine has been lost
    I can't find the key, to unlock
    try as I must, but my voice has been lost
    I guess I don't understand

    why does it hurt so much, the pain u can't see
    I don't understand why these feelings are hitting me
    pain should be seen, external marks that all can see
    but the pain I feel is invisable, so i don't understand if its real.
    I really don't understand, I can't express how I feel,
    I've tried to understand the feelings, but it doesn't seem real
    I've tried to forget but things become more intense
    I really don't understand, why I can't accept the support.
    I get angry with myself, cause I don't understand
    I wish I could speak, I wish I could understand
    I wish my life hadn't been lost, I wish I could find me
    but I just don't understand anymore.
    I've broken down.
    I've hit the ground
    this is where I must go.
    6ft underground
     
  2. see

    see Well-Known Member

    I am here for you my friend and I care very much please be safe I know you hurting. pain it temporary death is permenant you deserve so much more give your self a chance and talk to us :hug:
     
  3. liveinhope

    liveinhope Well-Known Member

    Stay safe Lost Child we have all come a long way try to see a little of what you have achieved in the last few days. Take it step by step slowly dont rush yourself its a slow journey and one u will do in your own time hun u have friends here See is one of them im another please try just a little longer hun:hug::hug::hug:
     
  4. lost_child

    lost_child Well-Known Member

    why does it hurt so much. Why am I a nobody in this stupid world. not one person who see's me has contacted me, they haven't seen or heard from since about Thursday..and nothing..see how easy it is for me to die, cause no1 would notice and no1 cares. I am just a nobody.. what am I fighting for, when I will always be alone in this world. I'm not fighting anymore. I give in.
     
  5. chasing_dreams

    chasing_dreams Well-Known Member

    I would notice :hug: You're not a nobody at all, you're a wonderful, caring person and I'm glad I've got the chance to get to know you
     
  6. liveinhope

    liveinhope Well-Known Member

    I would notice to hun:hug:i care stay a while longer lets talk some more hey hug
     
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