I am a 19 year old college student at Hampden Sydney, and I have lost any hope of ever finding a girl who will actually consider me a boyfriend. Before I say anymore, I need to get something clear...and I hate saying this because there is no way I can say it without sounding completely full of myself, which is far from the truth. I have been told I am a really great looking guy, I have modeled for studio art classes and I go to the gym reguarly, I dont have a problem establishing a physical connection with girls, but I cannot for the life of me keep a girlfriend for more than a few weeks. I am one of those "Nice Guys," I hold the door, pay for dinner, joke around, and never wish to use or harm anyone I am dating. I constantly see asshole guys abusing women, cheating on women, and just generally making their girlfriends seem unhappy. I have gotten to the point where I look myself in the mirror and say "Whats the point in being good anymore?" It seems that the worse a person is, the more attractive that person becomes. My ex-girlfriends have had boyfriends who have treated them like garbage, but those boyfriends have lasted months longer than myself. At first this was a small problem that bothered me, but not to the extent that it was constantly on my mind. Now almost everyday I pass couples who are happy and long for something, someone, to look at me the way those two are looking at eachother. I just dont see what I am doing wrong, I just dont know what I can do. I have lost faith in myself and I dont know how to get it back, whenever I see two people together it is a constant reminder of how lonely I am. I am tired of just sleeping with women, I want someone to hold, and watch a movie with on my couch, joke around and feel like I acomplished something when I make her smile, I want someone who can just care for me the way I care for them. The more and more I think about it, if these guys can find someone like that then what does that make me? I am in a general malaise, I am constantly sad, and I dont know what to do anymore, please someone help me.....I need someone to help me.