I don't know what to do. I don't have a job right now because I have 5 days of chemo every 4 weeks and my mom is fully suporting me financially because I'm not in a relationship and don't have any savings. I can't find a job because of the chemo but my mom is so hard on me emotionally that I don't know where to turn. If I didn't need her financially I would never talk to her again. She's one of those people that thinks money shows love. She has hurt me so bad throughout my life that there's a wall I can't get past to even care about anyone. I have cats and I feel so much love for them that it almost hurts but as much as I want to I can't feel anything for people. I'm so tired of being hurt by her and I don't know what I can do to get away from her because if the cancer. I'm tired of being hurt and don't know what to do or where to turn.