So i'm not exactly sure what to say or how to start this off but here it goes. I don't know when my depression started then again i think I've always been depressed its just never been this bad. I'm 18 and along with my depression i struggle with bulimia. I have also been diagnosed with an anxiety disorder. I am constantly having panic attacks. I never wanted to be the girl who had to struggle with all these issues and i'm starting to feel like nothing will get better. I don't see the point anymore in trying or even living. it's all these little problems that add up and things just constantly get worse i cant make anything okay and i can't make myself okay.