Hi everyone...I don't even know what to say anymore. This website is kind of a last ditch effort as I have tried pretty much everything else. I have struggled with depression most of my life and severe depression for the last five years. I also have PTSD, DID (multiple personalities), anxiety and a few others I can't remember right now. Over the past three years I have been in and out of psych hospitals and treatment centers 25 times for suicide attempts and ideations. I'm not sure what else to say right now that would be appropriate for this forum.