i dont know what to do ive lost my family i feel so unloved and unwanted. i have no one to turn to i have no place to go. i dont understand why this is happening to me i never did anything to desurve to hurt this bad. why wont they help me. i ran away and realized i had no place to go all i had was whats suppose to be called a home where ppl dont care bout you and everyone is better than you. my family dosent accept me anymore and i dont know what to do. i have no one to go to im alone and im scared im take 10 excedrin just to pass out in school by the end of the night im crying myself to sleep realizing that im doing this all for nothing. im able to tell my "friends" its not worth it and get them to stop but i ant even get myself to beleive it. i know im only making myself worse and things arent gonna get better with the way im taking things. my neighbors given up on me she wont even talk to me anymore. i just dont know what to do. ive wasted 4years of my life on this and ive gotten no where just more pain and hurt. i cant even find a reason to stay alive anymore.