Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Vitreledonellidae, Apr 5, 2008.

  1. Vitreledonellidae

    Vitreledonellidae Well-Known Member

    you are the one, I would do everything for
    you are my everything
    you are the one I trust, I believe
    you are the best thing that ever happened to me
    you are the one I can be myself with
    you are the one, I always think about
    you are my hope, my life
    you are the one I loved

    and now you are gone..

    I knew this would happen
    I knew I shouldnt have done this
    I've cried myself to sleep by the thought of losing you
    and now I really lost you
    I trusted you, I believed you
    I tried to kill my best friend for you, my ED
    that was my only hope till you came in my life
    and now my hope is killed
    now I have to commit myself to my ED again
    I dont want to get better anymore
    I dont give a damn, I dont care
    And I never want to again
    I will never let this happen again
    I know my ED will always be there for me..

    I dont know, what to say
    I dont know, what to do
    I dont know, who I am
    I dont know, who you are
    I do know, I lost everything
    Its all my fault
    I kill everything that good for me
    Im not good enough
    And what if..
    I promise I will be a better person for you?

    I hate you
    I miss you
    I need you
    I want you
    I love you
    I lost you

    Im sorry

  2. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    Hey hun :hug:

    I don't really know what to say to this, as we haven't spoken in a long time and I haven't got a fucking clue what's been going on in your life. But I'm really sorry that you feel like this and I wanted to send you many many hugs :hug: :hug: :hug:

    You know how to reach me if you wanna talk, sweetheart :cheekkiss
  3. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    Blubs :sad:
    You know where I am if you need to talk :hug:
  4. Vitreledonellidae

    Vitreledonellidae Well-Known Member

    I cant stop crying
  5. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    It's okay to cry, hun :hug: It's a healthy outlet.
  6. Spearmint

    Spearmint Well-Known Member

    Julzface, hun. :sad:
    Words can't make it better for you, but I'm around if you need to talk, okay? xxxx
  7. ~PinkElephants~

    ~PinkElephants~ Senior member

    sweetheart you know I'm still on msn if you need to talk. I'm sorry things didnt work out with him(if thats who we're talking about). I'm sorry that you are feeling so crappy, but you don't have to commit to the ED to feel like you have something. You have so many people around you, here on SF that still love and care about you regardless of how long you've been away or how much you post. Love you to bits blubs.

  8. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    I'm here if you wanna talk blubbers :hug:


    vikkers x