Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by itmahanh, Aug 12, 2008.

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  1. itmahanh

    itmahanh Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    Like weights were tied to my ankles, I fell so fast and hard tonight. I want death so bad but cant find it tonight. Too many things in the way. When when? I hate being like this. I hate me. Please just let me find my way and let death come calling soon!!!!
  2. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    Carla I am sorry you are feeling so desperately right now. Take things one step at a time. Get through tonight and maybe they won't look so bleak tomorrow. You are a person full of compassion and wisdom you generously share with others. You are an important part of the SF community. Please hang on and stay safe. :hug:
  3. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    I know how you feel! I am frustraded because I use my daughter and grandaughter as a deterent to keep me from commiting. I lay in bed days and nights wide awake wishing for death to take me away. I have made peice with it and welcome it with open arms.
    You are not alone in that respect. I know there are alot of others who feel similarily to yourself. Please PM one of us and lean on us till this passes. You are in my thoughts and if you want to talk then PM me!!
  4. Dave_N

    Dave_N Guest

    Please Carla, find the strength you need to keep going. I'd really miss you if you were gone. :hug:
  5. Oceans

    Oceans Well-Known Member

    the heaviness draining your energy, a familiar feeling, please hang in there
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