Lost

[itmahanh]

Like weights were tied to my ankles, I fell so fast and hard tonight. I want death so bad but cant find it tonight. Too many things in the way. When when? I hate being like this. I hate me. Please just let me find my way and let death come calling soon!!!!

 

[gentlelady]

Carla I am sorry you are feeling so desperately right now. Take things one step at a time. Get through tonight and maybe they won't look so bleak tomorrow. You are a person full of compassion and wisdom you generously share with others. You are an important part of the SF community. Please hang on and stay safe. :hug:

 

[Stranger1]

Hello,
I know how you feel! I am frustraded because I use my daughter and grandaughter as a deterent to keep me from commiting. I lay in bed days and nights wide awake wishing for death to take me away. I have made peice with it and welcome it with open arms.
You are not alone in that respect. I know there are alot of others who feel similarily to yourself. Please PM one of us and lean on us till this passes. You are in my thoughts and if you want to talk then PM me!!

 

[Dave_N]

Please Carla, find the strength you need to keep going. I'd really miss you if you were gone. :hug:

 

[Oceans]

the heaviness draining your energy, a familiar feeling, please hang in there