Discussion in 'Mental Health Disorders' started by mixedemotions, Apr 6, 2009.

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  1. mixedemotions

    mixedemotions Forum Buddy

    I'm so fucked up.
    I don't want to go on any more.
    And I feel guilty for feeling this way.
    I cant pretend every thing is ok any more.

    I don't know what to do..
  2. Scum

    Scum Well-Known Member

    I really hear how bad you feel. Do you have any professional help?
  3. mixedemotions

    mixedemotions Forum Buddy

    I have professional help but it just isn't enough.
    I rang the mental health hospital today and there was no one in the office!

    How useful is that? what the hell.
    I feel like total shit and I cant get my self out of this mood.
    I don't know what to do. I wanna cut so bad and I'm findin it hard not to.
  4. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    You probably already know this; but you have nothing to feel guilty about. I know you can't just will the feelings of guilt away. But how you're feeling isn't your fault.

    Did anything happen to trigger you into feeling so bad?
  5. mixedemotions

    mixedemotions Forum Buddy

    Really not coping well at all!
    I cant seem to do any thing right.
    I have dragged my self to church 3times already this week just to keep my mam happy and I have to go again tomorrow and sunday! and still I get no thanks at all. I feel like total shit and I just dont want to be here any more.
    I dont want to be stuck in this house any longer, I dont want to be shouted at every day for things that arent even my fault. I dont want to be here at all. I just think that if i wasnt here nothing would change. no body would care. I hate it all.

    I just wanna run away from every thing, leave them all behind and start a new life. I hate being like this. but i cant cope much longer. none of them listen, none of them see the obvious signs of distress. none of them give a dam. I hate it. They say they care and they love me, but if they truely did, would they threat me like this.

    I cant cope for much longer. I need to get away!
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