Lost

And afraid. The medication doesn't work anymore. I'm constantly thinking of suicide these days. Every day, I start out determined to change my attitude, but I always end up collapsing. I feel as though I'm as close as I can get to the point of no return. I see no reason to go on in complete, relentless misery. I have no purpose, no self-confidence, no joy, no friends. I just want out. I feel as though I'll never recover from the trauma and abuse.

 

Hi Bets and welcome...have you spoken to your Pdoc about the medication not working for you? I hope you do and know that there are so many new medications available that it would be worth a try...hope you find the support you are looking for here and welcome again..J

 

welcome to the forum

hope you find the support here

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