Sick of punching the clock. Its fucking done when its done, if ever. Lonely as hell right now, bored, depressed, questioning the last year. The only thing I feel like getting into, I cant get into it cause it will take too much time. Im not living this one dimensional life next year, or the end of this year for that matter. Its driving me up the wall. So now I have 2 paths that I wish to take. One requires a lot of time, mental effort and research, and the other requires the same + money. They might work. I could murder a million ales right now. I seem to be one of those weirdos that gets hornier the more depressed he is, pity there is nobody to help in that regard. I know what I want, but ill never get there cause im fucking bone lazy. Always have been, always will be. GRRRR!!! Not a soul to talk too, and even if there was, nobody wants to know.