Question is, does she need you to contact her? Idf she does not want you to contact her than you have to change your direction. This is difficult because the one we think we need always sees so attractive when she disdains us.
it is an addictive illusion to which no one is immune.
Like the itching of a nasty fleabit it does wear off - I hope.
im sorry if i make you feel bad but you said you would never abandon me and you did and that hurt me pretty badly im in hell now, i dont understand why you loath me i am sorry about the fb thing i really miss you /// can you admins send that to her she has blocked me i need some closure