I feel so envious of those who have partners right now. I miss carrying love in my heart. I get so lost in strangers' eyes, and catch my heart being tugged at the whims of passing glances. I miss sex, dating, flirting. I can usually get along without friends. But intimacy I sometimes crave more than my will to live. Now I fear I won't ever have that again. This frustration has left me emotionally crippled. If not denied by the circumstances, then by the looming threat of war that grows everyday. Does anyone else feel this? How do you cope with it? Part of me wants to run away so at-least I'll die in the natural world.